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Are we living yet?

by Jon Bell

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1.
Oh for the love of all that's good, would someone tell me what I should Gently it echoes across time, nothing is yours nor mine
2.
Six Angels 03:48
Feel it in the soles of your shoes, creeping till it claims all of you No it won't let up until you want it to When was it that I found? A reason to make a sound Holy as the day you were born Softly you were cradled by the world Your maker was your lips first word But mother can I say? I was not born yesterday I've learned things I'd rather have not Oh father I have sinned, and it cost me all that I am My coffin shall be black, Six angels at my back Two to sing and two to pray And two to carry my soul away
3.
Red 05:32
Red, red, red my eyes are, so much for being here Wait, wait, wait comes out of my mouth But go, go, go will you Why is it that a memory only exists in the mind? You cant make live something that's already happened Why do we still try? Will I loose my life trying to make it right? Were all built to die, all it takes is time I saw myself as an old man, lying down on my back My legs were weak, they would not hold at the knee I've fallen to the ground And from down here I see the things that frighten me One day we will be underneath our feet Red, red, red my eyes are, so much for being here But blue, blue, blue is this summer afternoon Yet only for a while
4.
He’s from west PA, went to school in state She’s alone, lives at home down south “How are you dear do you go out?” She calls home one day, “Father I’ve got something to say” Sit him down says she’s found a man who’d like to take your daughters hand You give her your love just to give her away. With a ring he said, “This is life till death. Lets grow old build a home just us, a place that we can fill with love And all this time with you as mine, is something coalescent, something divine. And when we’re gone we will live on through all our love" After four decades is love still the same? Or does it grow, spreading more around to those of us it has not found?
5.
Safe 04:34
Riding the train back, to where I cam from I saw you for the first time and I knew you were the one You walked me uptown to show me the lights You were scared you’d might fall I said, “I know what that feels like” Not much has changed, but it’s not the same What happened to our love? Did we want it too much? I don’t want to hurt you, I feel ashamed Is this right? Or is it just safe? No one can tell, we hide it so very well Please say you agree, that you weren’t meant for me
6.
Sheets 04:15
I’ve been trying to dry myself with my sheets, But it has made my bed too uncomfortable to sleep I just don’t know why you can’t let us be, Is it not enough that I love you and you love me? I would not be surprised if I could not see, the things that make it alright are in between, the good and the bad times of seventeen But I’m much older now, you’d might think
7.
I followed the signs, to the ocean side, waiting for me there: blue skies, low tides, green eyes, black hair
8.
Fade 04:51
I look back on when I was good, holding things I believe so closely True, I may seem different to you, I’m partial to loosing my mind Someone said that this would fade, like rollers turn to waves and break Now I’m crashing to the shore Now that we’re too old to love with out contact, hard-pressed to get you out of your dress Why? Is it not that nice otherwise? Love, is it something you make or something you’re made of? We could lie out on the beach, or in-between your knees, but how far can this go? Someone said that this would fade, but not what year or time of day Now look what’s happened to you
9.
For Patrick 04:52
Mother, Mother why, are your eyes opened wide? Are you not fast asleep? Scared of what you’ll dream? Sister, Sister who, are you holding on to? Is he something you lost? Made room for in your heart? No on takes this away from me. Holy, Holy ghost, were meant to love the most Tell me it’s not true, that You took him too soon Knowing how he’d look now, with his father’s brow and his mothers mouth, instead he’s carried out in a shroud, Are we living yet? Do we know how? Reasons, reason don’t, ever need to be known to make your house a home, to make one of your own and watch him grow, and come to know what it means
10.
I can love, I can hate, I can rush, I can wait, I can give, I can take, I can curse, I can pray I can find that time is opaque, all I see, Colors and Shapes. I can squint, I can strain, But it’s no use, my view stays the same

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released April 6, 2012

Alicia Bell - Backing Vocal: Track 3
Adam Price - Clarinet/Flute: Tracks 1, 5, 8, 10
Peter Ketcham-Colwill - Trumpet: Tracks 1, 2, 4, 6
Joelle Britt - Violin: Tracks 1, 3, 10
Susan Mandel - Cello: Tracks 3, 8
Alexandra Jones - Cello: Tracks 5, 10

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Jon Bell is a songwriter, composer, and teaching artist currently residing in Alexandria, VA.

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